Alright this one is for you, you know who you are
I get home this morning tell my parents where i had been last night which was at a camping thing with jon and then i went and spend the night with one of my close friend's whose name i am not going to use because none of you (including the person who this is to) know and it would be impolite to use her name. Then out of nowhere i get a call from you in the early afternoon. and as i told you then if i have something to say about you i say it to your face, and if people have said i am talking about you or talked about you behind your back it would be nothing that i hadn't already told you. My family had a discussion tonight about communication, which is where we figured out where the error in communication occurred which caused you to call me and acuse me of using you as a cover. my step dad didn't remember the name of the friend i had mentioned and thought that i had said you which of course would have caused jules to be worried since she is also friends with you. but i was not you and therefore caused tremendous amounts of confusion.
there that is what happened

And since i haven't written on here in a while because i have been boycotting the internet i thought that since you (yes you ms pink) proabably decided to dismiss anything and everything i do or say that you would want to know ( cause you asked me if you could know what the news was ) is that my mother's breast cancer is back, she is going to have to have surgery done at the end of the month and not many people survive recurrances and usually only survive 3 years. there now you know.

People change, relationships change, situations, emotions etc all change, we live in an everchanging world. How you deal with the change is up to you. but if you can't handle it or just don't want to deal with it anymore then do something about it. if you are getting sick and tired of someone, no matter what they are doing to you whether it be constantly second guessing you or if they are pestering you for something which you have told them a billion times you won't do then just tell that person to fuck off. thats resonable right. One shouldn't have to put up with stuff that and i know what you might be thinking but i am speaking about everyone in general not just about you and me even though i know our "relationship" has been strained, stressful, confusing whatever adjective you prefer but it is just a realization that i have come to today and thought i would share it.

On the boyfriend front in the past two days the two of us have successfully acquired him 3 jobs, 2 of which he starts this week and next and the 3rd we are just waiting to find out when his first shift is. He also met the mother today , and she likes him :). i knew she would, so thats 2 family members down only 5 more to go haha, though i am pretty sure jules will meet him soon especially if she comes on our pirate party.
anyways i'm going to hangout with my family toodles.